i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
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Si tienes un hondo penar, piensa en mi;
If you have a deep sorrow, think of me;
Si tienes ganas de llorar, piensa en mi:
If you feel like crying, think of me:
Ya ves que venero tu imagen divina,
As you see, I worship your divine image,
Tu párvula boca, que siendo tan niña
Your tiny mouth that, as a little girl,
Me enseñó a pecar.
Taught me to sin.
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Piensa en mi, cuando sufras;
Think of me when you suffer;
Cuando llores—también piensa en mi;
When you weep—think again of me;
Cuando quieras quitarme la vida,
Should you wish to take my life,
No la quiero, para nada,
I don't want it, it's no use,
Para nada me sirve—sin ti.
No use to me at all—without you.
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i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
"......
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
"......
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
Let us be strong and brace ourselves. Argh.
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
It will be a cold christmas for me.
Now, i should get my jackets and shawls ready!
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
:: Empty Stomach ::
I was halfway between Tokyo and Singapore when I started to feel
That familiar feeling - an unpleasant one, for that matter.
I saw patches of darkness interspersed with normal vision.
I recognized it as a sign of either low blood pressure, or air sickness.
In any case, it was not a good sign. I decided to bend forward.
I also signaled the stewardess for a glass of coke.
Not Coke Zero, but a normal can of Coke - I needed the sugar.
Part of me then decided that I should walk around a bit.
So I clumsily trotted over to the service area.
Only to realize that patches of darkness were getting darker.
I felt my way back to my seat, and collapsed onto it.
I covered myself with the blanket and breathed deep.
Fortunately I got better after a while.
A day or two later, I was down with fever.
It was the intermittent kind - a constant thirty seven point something
Which spilt over to thirty eight and more in the middle of the night.
I was too sick for work - and hence decided to see the doctor.
After a day and then a while more, the fever subsided.
And just when I thought that I was on the speedy road to recovery
I started to feel chest pains, especially when I swallowed food, water, or air.
I remembered reading about the resurgence of H1N1 in Tokyo.
I wondered if I contracted H1N1 while I was there.
And hence, after some deliberation, I decided to see the doctor for a second time.
Doctor said it was likely gastric reflux.
I was confounded - I have been taking my meals regularly.
How did this happen?
It was only after a while later that it dawned upon me
That I had been taking my fever medication on an empty stomach.
Serious shit.
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
Chris Salvatore Ken Hirai
Gosh.. don't they look alike
- mood:
bouncy
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
and my post on him: http://seaweeds.livejournal.com/310
Herodotus has been praised as the "Father of Histories" but also equally DERIDED as "Father of Lies" as his more fantastic stories in his lovely book have often been dismissed as being too far fetched.
but look at what has been uncovered centuries laterrr ...
http://news.discovery.com/archaeology/c
so the truth does set you freeeeeeee ... gegegee
WELL DONE HERODOTUS !!!! WELL DONE !!!
- mood:
accomplished - music:*quiet of kl home*
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"







Santa Claus is coming... to town :)
i love xmas... and i kinda miss the xmas feast in london...
i enjoy the festive atmosphere where people are shopping, and decorating their homes.
it is also the time when the weather starts to turn colder and wetter.
i kinda like this year's xmas lighting in orchard, simple and nice.
i always love to capture the dazzling and mesmerizing xmas lights and decorations.
i had capture the past fond memories but
this time round... somehow.. it seems that they were just pictures.
[Jon]
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
"......
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
"......
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"

my fave pic of the day ~

Posing with dessert
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
i still hate to do financial calculation.... ARGH!!
trying to find a hp plan tat suits my mum's use.. those value-for-money type.. den so sianzz to do the calculation, checking and thinking...
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
In terms of costume, standard. In terms of physique to the actual Maria. Better
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"
Manhattan Fish Market is the venue of our dinner. I ordered this herbal fish dish with garlic rice, that is not as oily as the other fried dishes. And boy, the fish tastes so sweet.

We walked around Suntec City after that, before settling down at Macs to take some desserts.
And and after that I flew to play with Jem, Fred, Glenn, Jimmy Ang, Bernard (isthathisname?) etc. Wheeee. Hhaha it was quite fun. Drank beer at Maxwell (cut cost) and then went into the club. Forgot what else the rest ordered, but I thought it was quite pure mayhem to drink so much! Gosh. Dancinnngggg to the music, and soaking in the sight of the people around. Many investment grade ones. Hahhaha
I love those very groovy and sensual songs played. AJ songs? haha. Ok it is not good to categorise them. But yeah it was fun.
In the club I was thinking about the importance pple placed in looks. Indeed looks is not everything, but it is sure important isn't it?
Below are some cam-whore pics that Fred and I took the night before, after drinks at clarke quay. I just thought Fred looks so pinchable here. Hahahahaha

Wheeeee.
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"

The annual Rocket festival which is celebrated at the start of the rainy season involves the women a lot more. They have much more license to perform, even the older women, sometimes in quite bawdy ways.
Having promised to be more regular in my updates I find myself reading other peoples entries but still out of the habit of writing my own. So this week I will plead the "boring" defense. That is I did nothing particularly interesting.
I finished up at the VT at the end of last month for a while. I plan to go back early in December when the SEA Games start. Since I have got the internet at home now I spend a lot of time having some quality surfing time.
I have also gone back to day trading as a way to make some money. I don't trade that much, the connection is too slow to be a really serious trader but this week I have made a couple of hundred dollars. I'm reinvesting all the time so it doesn't actually give me any money to spend but maybe in a couple of months there will be enough surplus to take the edge off my cost of living.
Then there is "Wonder Boy". He went out to the shops a couple of days ago and I haven't seen him since. This is not cute anymore.
There is a room free in my house so I had Vone painting and cleaning it up. I hope I can find someone soon to fill it or I will have to pay the rent.
The other people in the house wanted to keep the "maibaan" (maid/cleaner) on after the landlord stopped paying her so it is costing us all another $20 a month each. Even though she only spends about 2 hours a day cleaning, it is kinda nice to have someone pick up and cleanup after us all. It saves all those arguments about who left all the dirty dishes in the sink.
The guys down at "Tam Chai Deu" are really sweet. They cannot possibly be making any money but they are having fun. I think the manager has a secret "patron" somewhere funding things. They have built right next to one of Vientiane's most exclusive Boutique Hotels and resturants. Not surprisingly they constantly get complaints about the loud music.
I notice that the music has become a lot more gentle, at least during the day when I go. I suspect they will have to change their target market before much longer. They have really chosen a silly place for a disco, nightclub. They cannot attract a young Laos or even the backpacker crowd and the middle-age, middle class tourists all prefer to go next door and pay three times the price for the same beer or coffee.

Boy Wonder helped with painting one day. "Never do" he says. I have not seen him since
i know that nothing good lives in me
that is my sinful nature
for i have the desire to do what is good
but i cannot carry it out
......"


